:(

I'm sorry if i'm not like what u want to...but I am what i am :(

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Updates

Have a lot of things to say on my mind...but when i faced with notebook...then i started to open facebook...look for status update...Restaurant City...Cafe world...then comment...what to wear...look for some pics...Roller coaster kingdom...check for my RC's employee, feed them...Sorority life...Country story...farmville...then check my RC again...then...i forget what was in my mind ...facebook's games took a lot of my time...~_O"

I recalled what was in my mind b4...

-1st Ramadhan in indo, in Jakarta, it wasn't like what i expected...I don't feel the atmosphere of Ramadhan that much...but had the good break-fast together with friend & colleagues ^^




-Eid Mobarak this time was fun...all of my sisters & bro came to hometown ...even i have 2 new niece (Naya & Yara)...they're lovely & adorable...we spent good time together...i miss them ^^



(Yara)


(Naya)

-October 2nd, when UNESCO confirmed that indonesian Batik as World Cultural Heritage...I was so excited about it...coz in the office we wore batik ^^


-friend of mine, Ndah called me from Bandung, she offered me the bussines opportunity...enshallah we will take that change...wish me luck ^^

-& Now...here...i'm waiting for u ^^

Break-fast

I don't have a lot of friend in Jakarta, just have a few...they are my ex colleagues when i was working in Jakarta.

We had plan to met many times but always canceled...
Tonite we went to had break-fast in Taman Anggrek... long time we didn't meet each other (except with Yani, I met her once), we have a lot of story to tell each other & talk about how we used to be...we couldn't stop laughing...It wasn't enough to me...want to talk & laugh more...but it was lated, have to go back to home.

Thanks 2 Syaf, t'Boss of the night even paid 4 a cab too ;), Mami Sirma & Yani for make us laugh so much, I really had a great time tonite ^^

my Thankful to God

So close no matter how far...
I never feel far away from u even we separated 1000 miles from each other
U've been there when i need u & I do the same to u
Thanks U God...coz U let me to have him in my life...
He's my best friend
He's my boyfriend
He's my teacher
He's my Imam
n Thanks a lot God...coz
He's just answer for my prayers ^^

satu hari di GI

Sudah 4 bulan berlalu semenjak menginjakan kaki gw di Indonesia tercinta ini...Setelah berkunjung 2 weeks di negara-nya Ahmadinejad, Now...gw terdampar di Jakarta...Baru 2 mingguan gitu deh, tapi tiap minggu pulang ke Bandung...

Kemaren, gw ma dhie-dhie, Inge & Lisa (temen2 kantor baru)...pergi jalan2 ke GI (Grand Indonesia) & PI (Plaza Indonesia)...sebenarnya untuk cari sample yang mungkin detail-nya bisa dijadiin inspirasi & beli majalah...tapi dasar anak2 nakal...qt pun b'rencana utk nonton juga...tapi apa daya...film-nya ga da yg cocok...ada yg cocok waktunya ga cocok huhu....dan qt-pun nyantai dulu di Lounge Blitz megaflex-nya GI...sbenernya mereka pengen had smoke sebentar...gw & dhie-dhie pesen fanta deh...gw tadinya mo ngirit, fanta paling berapa sih....pas giliran mo bayar...tuh abang2 bilang...2 fanta, ya?...jadi 44 rebo...WTF...stelah qt bayar...gw blng ke Inge...Inge nih abisin...fanta 22 rebu hahaha....qt ketawa sampe abis...fanta yg harusnya cuman 5 rebu perak jadi 22 rebu...gila bener >.<

Tapi sebelumnya qt makan Mie Tarik dulu...iih enak juga walo rasa Mie Tarik Kangkung-nya terlalu kemanisan banget...tapi top markotop kok...orang2 aja ampe ngantree...

Setelah itu...ternyata gw bisa naek busway sendiri huhuhu...dhie2 yg ajar gw gimana pergi sampe tempat tujuan gw...nyampe deh gw ke tempat kost dengan selamet sentosa...merdeka!!

If I could...I vote for Ahmadinejad

Congrat for Ahmadinejad karena dia terpilih lagi jadi Presiden Iran.
Karena kalo gw bisa memilih...gw juga mo pilih Ahmadinejad juga deh...^^
Pertama...karena dia Presiden paling berani yang pernah ada...semua oran tauk, denan berani dia menentang Amerika yang katanya superpower itu.
Kedua...Dia menjabat Presiden bukan untuk dirinya tapi untuk rakyatnya...ketika semua orang2 berebut kursi kepresidenan untuk kekuasaan...tapi dia blg dia menduduki kursi kepresidenannya untuk menjadi budak dari rakyatnya...menjalankan apa yang rakyatnya kehendaki...dan itu bukan hanya omong kosong.
Ketiga...Dia Presiden yang bersih, jujur dan sederhana...saking jujurnya, ketika harus dilaporkan kekayaannya waktu mjabat Presiden...dia hanya punya sebuah rumah yang sederhana, di kawasan rumah2 sederhana bukan kawasan orang2 kaya dan juga hanya memiliki sebuah mobil pugeot lama...dia bahkan m'berhentikan makanan kepresidenan dan makan siangnya hanya sandwich buatan istrinya...dan di kantor kepresidenannya...dia mengganti karpet2 persia yang bagus2 dg karpet biasa yang sederhana dan m'berikan karpet2 persia yg lama ke mesjid2...subhanallah.

Dan kmrn...dalam rangka kampanye untuk pemilihan presiden, dia bahkan ga m'punyai tim sukses dan dana kampanye kaya capres2 kita...semua poster2 dan spanduk2 yang ada adalah dari simpatisan2 dia dan tanpa campur tangan dia, dia hanya meminta siapapun yang m'buat spanduk & poster"...tulislah apa yang telah aku lakukan, jangan melebih2kan dan jangan buat kebohongan..."
Dan poster2 yg gw liat...adalah poster2 yang b'gambarkan dia dengan rakyatnya...bahkan mereka bilang Ahmadinejad sebagai 'people' nejad...(gw lupa bhs persianya apa, tp nejad artinya etnik)...

Dan waktu debat terbuka di TV dengan Moesavi...Ahmadinejad selalu punya jawaban atas serangan2 yang dilakukan Moesavi tapi Moesavi ga pernah sekalipun menjawab pertanyaan2 Ahmadinejad...dan yang membuat pendukung Ahmadinejad resah...Ketika di akhir pembicaraan dia menyebutkan orang2 besar yang dituduhnya mencuri uang2 negara...pendukungnya khawatir...akan ada orang yang berusaha membunuhnya...karena salah satu orang yang di tuduhnya adalah son of Ravsanjani (Presiden terdahulu dan juga Capres yang dikalahkannya di pemilihan terdahulu)...

Ada satu cerita yang beredar sebelum Ahmadinejad menjabat sebagai Presiden...salah seorang Syekh besar bermimpi...dia melihat Imam Jaman berdo'a untuk seseorang dan ketika syekh itu bertanya, Imam Jaman berkata,' Come & berdo'alah untuk Ahmadinejad...dia akan memimpin Iran'....Dan syekh itu bertanya lagi,'Siapa Ahnadinehad?' krn saat itu Ahmadinejad adalah sosok yang tidak dikenal sama sekali, dan itu terjadi 2 tahun sebelum Ahmadinejad jadi Presiden... bahkan ibu dari cowok gw bermimpi, dimalam sebelum mereka harus memilih...She dreamed...Ahmadinejad dipodium yang sangat sederhana dan mengatakan.."Assalamu'alaikum".

Satu cerita yang sempet bkn gw rada2 gimana itu...gw pergi ke Mashad utk ziarat Imam Reza, malam dimana gw hrs plng...ternyata besok paginya justru Ahmadinejad mo dateng kesana...coba kl gw bisa ktemu dia....:p

So...andai gw Iranian...gw juga bakal milih Ahmadinejad...^_*

Hari-hari ku

Setelah kembali ke tanah air...banyak hal2 yang ga biasa (lagi) di mata gw...

Kaya kemaren mo renew passport...kan bayarnya 270 ribu, dengan waktu 4 hari setelah penanda tanganan...waktu gw tanyain bisa cepet ga?...mereka bilang tentu aja bisa tapi gw dianggap VIP berarti harganya juga beda jadi 700 ribu...(KOK?)...ini peraturan dari atasnya ato apa?...gw hanya mikir...Hari gini...masih ya ada uang pelancar di instansi pemerintah?...gw pikir skrg Indo dah bebas korupsi & suap...secara kan pemerintahan SBY (yg gw baca) dah ada tindakan2 untuk memberantas korupsi & suap...tapi...kok instanti pemerintah masih aja ada yang kaya gitu?

Yang m'gembirakan...sekarang ada BLT (Bantuan Langsung Tunai) untuk orang2 miskin sebesar 200 ribu...that's good...at least pemerintah ada sedikit memberikan bantuannya untuk orang2 yg membutuhkan...Ironisnya...Liat berita di TV...ada diskon besar2an untuk sepatu import kaya sepatu croc yang di KL dulu harga skitar 300 ringgit ato 750 ribu...di diskon jadi hanya 200 ribu perak...
Jadi disaat orang2 miskin antri untuk mendapatkan 200 ribu untuk menambah pemasukan untuk bertahan hidup...orang2 yang mampu antri untuk mendapatkan sepatu harga 200 ribu untuk hal2 yang jauh dari untuk bertahan hidup...
Ternyata jurang antara orang miskin dan orang kaya di negara kita ini memang begitu besar...
Kenapa? Karena Korupsi dan suap masih berkeliaran di negeri tercinta ini...cape deh!

Jadi kapan korupsi & Suap akan berakhir? Cape ngeliat, ngedengernya...& sedih ngeliat begitu banyak kemiskinan di sekeliling kita.

my 1st 3days in Indo

Already 3 days in Indo

1st day...Just stay in My sis Home in Bandung, met family...met my 'cerewet' nephew (Rafli)...my 'fave' nephew (Agfi)...my 'bandel' nephew (Agung)...& my 'looks like me' Niece (Naya)...Happy to met all my adorable 'kurcaci-kurcaci'...& all family.
In the afternoon, I met Cinta & her husband 'Richie'...He's really funny, I like him...but most thankful to God, coz He made my bff happy...That's the best thing...& I saw that he love my bff so much...Thanks God for that...even (may be) soon...I will far away (again) from her coz She will go to UK & stay in London.

2nd day...Went back to my Hometown 'Tasikmalaya'...& ate bakso again...damn really yummy!

3nd day...went to Imigration office for renew my passport then now...right here, chatting, eating Batagor, blogging...^^

Really happy to be here again, around my family...BUT...

Feel empty...watched TV but my mind not there...Played game but still my heart feel numb...
I really missed 'Love' so much...even i heard his voice...but still i wasn't enough...sometime...to much miss him made me breathless...

Hope, God make everything go so well...& we can catch up each other again ^^

PS: I Love U

Cinta

I know her while i was working in Bandung, She was a new marketing in that company in 2003 (?)....
I dunno what make us like what we have today...but She's the best friend ever.
We don't have any common except we both like shopping ;D

A friend doesn't have to say yes for all I did...
And she corrected me when i was go to wrong direction.

When I need someone whom i can lean on...
She give me her shoulder.

When I was happy...
She was more happier than me.

We never count for what we have to share each other...

We share story, share our feeling...share everything except share bf or husband :P

Far away each other, never make our heart far from each other...
She's still my best friend I ever had...

Now, April 13th is her Birthday

Cinta, Happy Birthday
Wish U will full fill your life with your dream ^^

Final Decision

Many things happen in those years...sweet, sour, even bitter...

In Last 2 years, I knew...

• A friend doesn't have to say it with words but I will know it with my heart

• A friend will never betray me...if she did mean she's not my friend

• If God give me a bitter time...my sweetest time will come along

• What I wish for...even I just say it in my heart...God will hear it! So be careful what you wish for because might be come true
  

• I have to thanks a lot to God who give me light in my dark time

• Only God who sent YOU to me, to light up my life

• Money is not the answer for my happiness
  

• The most important thing in my life is my family

• I still have dream...and I want to reach it but I will not reach it if I still stay here

So I decided...I will leave this country in the end of this month ^^

-Sad coz i have to far away from my 'Rib bone'
-Sad coz...somehow, I already here for 4 years
-Happy coz finally I will not far away from my 'Bloodline'
-Happy coz I have a lot of friends there
-Happy coz i can eat bakso everyday again....:D
....wisata kuliner will start it ^^

Sebuah tanya___?

Pertanyaan yang tak pernah terjawab...
Tentang keraguan yang sama???

Apa yang bisa lo liat dan gw ga bisa???
Hati atau mata gw kah yang buta?
Karena gw hanya bisa melihat 'cahaya'
bukan kepulan asap yang menyamarkan pandangan mata

Pernahkah lo tauk,
Jawaban yang Tuhan beri adalah 'DIA'
Jadi...
Dimana letak salahnya???

Jangan beri gw kegundahan yang sama
Beri gw rasa tenang yang nyata
Karena gw butuh lo ada
Hari ini, esok dan selamanya

Meet Up with Ulan ^^

Last weekend...
Ulan, My friend from Indo came to KL...
Seneng banget kalo ada temen dateng dari Indo kesini ^^
Sayangnya kemaren gw ga menjamu mereka dengan semestinya :(
....
Waktu itu jam 8.30 pagi, masih laid down on the bed (maklum saturday waktunya bangun lambat^^) dapet sms, trs tiduran lagi bentar...
That's why abis dzuhur baru bisa ketemuan ma Ulan & her sis...
Qtha ketemuan di Petaling Street ato lebih dikenal dgn China Town, tempatnya jual barang2 branded tapi fake...gw ga suka China Town, disamping memang ga ada barang yg bisa di beli (menurut gw sih) , trs...gila padet banget ma orang, mana turis pada dateng kesana, gw pernah liat bule beli Rolex palsu yang dijual dg harga ratusan ringgit...kan gila...kalo gw mending beli jam tangan yg merk guess ato DKNY utk harga segitu mah, ketauan aslinya daripada beli yg mahal untuk Rolex yg palsu krn Rolex yg asli bisa belasan ribuan ringgit...gubrak*
Dan ternyata Ulan ma kakak-nya juga ga suka tempat itu hihi...kaya Melawai ya?

Then dilanjutin ke Pasar Seni ato Central Market...isinya barang2 handicraft gitu...tapi berhubung Indo ma M'sia kan satu rumpun ya...jadi barang2nya rata2 sama ma qtha...^^

Trs karena bingung mo kemana...qtha pergi ke Butterfly farm...but seem like U didn't like it don't U??...Yes, it's not special, but since I was with him...gw jadi into the green things...:P
Sayang qtha ga ke tempat Orchid garden, Deer farm, Bird farm...padahal deketan...dan qtha pun berpisah disana...^^

Tadinya gw mo dateng sendiri, tapi cowok berewokan gw, too much worry about me...dia trs2an bilang, U will be fine, isn't it?......cape deh!
Skip about him!

Setelah dari Butterfly Farm, Ulan & her Sis (katanya) jalan2 sendiri lagi ya?...sama, gw juga mampir dulu ke One U...hanya utk makan di cafe 1920, tempat satu2nya (menurut cowok gw) yang worthy untuk dicicipin...sampe ada makanan favorit dia..."Beef Timballo"...& Kebetulan juga gw nemu kalo 'Poney' lagi diskon abis...ga tahan ada diskon & gw skrg punya ponakan cewek...mampir dulu deh disana walo....bete dikit...abis cowok tersayang itu ga sabaran sama hal2 kaya gitu...jadinya ga konsen shoppingnya...
....
Keesokan harinya, gw sebenarnya pengen pergi pagi2...tapi lagi2 terjebak macet di tempat tidur...dan cuaca juga mendukung...jadinya aku hanya sempet ketemuan ma Ulan di KL sentral doang...padahal gw pengen jalan2 juga...dah lama gw ga punya "Girl's Time"...secara skrg gw punya ekor yang terlalu khawatir kalo gw jalan sendiri...n Ulan, Thanks for wedding souvenirnya ^^ dah gw pake tuh ;D...but really nice to meet U & ur Sis ^^

Dan...
Thanks to Ulan too, gw skrg kenal ma Cynthia, asyik banget orangnya, kmrn aja qtha ga tahan ngobrol rame bgt hehe...^^

PS: Have a nice Trip for ur next Trip, Ulan ^^

A 'Blooming' FLOWER

To A FLOWER, Friend of a Gardener...

From the seed you growth with the sprinkles of 'love'
Every drops of 'care' make you glow
Warmness of sunshine, Bright up your life
The beauty of your color has pleasant the eyes

U taught how to living beauty

So
Stay beauty
Keep Blooming
Don't be wilt

Because the Gardener is always watering you with the prayers

PS: GET WELL SOON!

Ggggggggggrrh

Kenapa semua orang pada bego sih hari ini?????

just for today

U know exactly...
U're my Breath...
U're my Heartbeat...
U're my life...

but for today...

I just don't wanna think about U.

YARA is lil sis of Yarie ^^

March 18th, 2009

My lil sister gave birth a baby girl...
Her name is

"YARA PUTRI ISLAMI RIDWAN"

Wish she will be a good girl, love her parents, her family & the world & have a good faith to her religion.

Amin.

PS: Can't wait to see her ^^

Happy Now Rooz

Kita sebagian besar negara di dunia ini menggunakan kalender Masehi dan kita merayakan Tahun Baru Masehi di bulan Jamuari.
Sebagai Muslim, aku pun mengenal Kalender Hijriyah & 1 Muharram merupakan Tahun Baru Islam.
Dan sebagian dari kitapun yang berbangsa Cina menggunakan Kalender Cina/Lunar Calender, & merekapun merayakan Tahun Baru Cina atau di Indo dipanggil Imlek ya (?)

Tapi...pernahkah kalian mengetahui Kalender lain selain 3 Kalender tersebut?

Akupun tak pernah mengenalnya sampai 2 tahun yang lalu...
Ternyata Negara Iran & sebagian negara yang dulunya merupakan bagian dari Persian Empire menggunakan Kalender Persia (The Persian Calender).
Dan Tahun baru dari Kalender Persia diawali bertepatan dengan berawalnya Musim Semi/Spring Season sekitar tgl 20-21 Maret setiap tahunnya.
dan mereka menyebutnya NOW ROOZ (The New Day).

Dalam perayaan Now Rooz ini, biasanya mereka menyediakan Haft Seen atau 7 items yang semua namanya diawali dengan huruf 'S' dan tentu saya dalam bahasa Persia, biasanya berupa Kitab Suci Al Qur'an, Cermin, Gold fish di dalam bowl aquarium dll (pokoknya huruf 'S' deh)

Satu keluarga akan duduk mengelilingi meja yang ada Haft Seen diatasnya, berdo'a & membaca Al Qur'an sampai Tahun Baru tiba.

Dimasa lalu ada satu karakter yang kalo di X-mas ada Sinterklas...dalam Now Rooz ini namanya Haji Firooz, Karakter ini mempunyai muka yang hitam dengan memakai baju warna merah, dan dia akan muncul beberapa hari sebelum Tahun Baru dan akan menghilang sesudah 13 hari setelah Tahun Baru.

So Hari ini 20 Maret...dan Persian people celebrating Persian New Year...

For all Persian People wherever they are & for my Love;

"HAPPY NOW ROOZ"
Wish U a wonderful year in this year.

Plum, Peach and Apricot

Buah-buahan di setiap benua itu berbeda2...Di daerah tropic ada tapi di Timur tengah & Eropa ga ada kaya Pineapple...Ato Kurma hanya tumbuh di Timur tengah...Pokoknya beda-beda deh...

Kemaren...gw baru aja pakeukeuh-keukeuh ma my bf about Peach, Plum & Apricot...

Suatu hari dia bawa Apricot yang udah dikeringkan...
trs gw bilang...'ooh, ini Peach'...
dan dia bilang :"t's not Peach, I forget the english name but it's not peach, in Persian lang, it's ZARDALO"

Karena gw keukeuh bilang 'Peach' & dia keukeuh bilang 'It's not Peach'...so akhirnya kita nge-cek di babylon to translet it...
dan ternyata yg dia bawa bukan Peach...tapi 'Apricot'...Hahaha...ternyata gw yg so tauk :P

Eeeh kemaren kejadian lagi, Dia bawa buah Plum, tapi bukan yang warna ungu, warnanya merah ke kuning2an gitu...

Trs gw bilang:'This is Peach'...
He said: "It's not Peach...this is ALO (Persian lang)"

Dan gw keukeuh lagi kaya dulu...so
We check it again in babylon...ternyata gw salah lagi...huahahaha...dasar sok tauk!







Tauk gak, mana satu Plum, Peach dan Apricot??
Keliatannya kaya sama semua kan?? trs ada belahan dada gitu lagi...(sorry rada vulgar)
Tauk gak bedanya??
Kalo gak...Welcome to my world...
Huahaha....lucu banget...tauk gw bego masih aja keukeuh ^^

a little accident

Have a bad day in last saturday...
I had a little accident...
My love took me on his '250cc' Bike to go to somewhere...
The back tyre got slipped coz the sand in the road...
& we fell down...Thanks God, there's no car close to us coz we fell in the middle of the road...Nothing happen with us...just a little injuries on my knee & my feet...He was so worry about me, he doesn't care about his injury, right away He asked me 'How am I'...That's really touched my heart...No one has 'that much' care about me (except my family of course)...n Thanks to God again for that...
Now, he afraid to give me ride again...He said,"I don't care about myself but i will not forgive my self if something happen to U"...;))
.......
Tuhan terimakasih karena Kau berikan dia untukku ^_^
.......

Aduuuh...mau...

Maag gw kambuh...Mual-mual mulu dari pas sarapan mpe skrg
Males masak juga dan males makan lagi...
Kalo makan Bubur Ayam kayanya nendang nih...
Disini hanya bisa makan Bubur ayam di McDonald...& berhubung gw berjanji ga kan lagi makan McDonald sbg protes atas serangan Gazza kemaren-kemaren...So skrg gw hanya bisa ngebayangin Bubur Ayam dalam kenangan...huhuhu..:(

Ini Bubur Ayam DOKAR di Tasik...kebetulan Ati Ampela dah abis krn gw dateng kesiangan...& Best Bubur Ayam, U can find in Tasik...Ada bubur Zenal juga ato Bubur Mincreng tp jualannya pas malem doang^^

Mauuuuu doooong!

Bakso

Lagi pengen2nya makan bakso...ga sengaja gw liat ada yang jualan bakso dijalan yang dilewati setiap hari menuju kantor...kebetulan waktu itu abis ujan...enaknya kan makan bakso...
Gw ga ngebayangin yang muluk2 krn menurut pengalaman bakso disini ga begitu enak...
Dan ternyata...
Memang ga enak...huhuhu...bahkan kuahnya kok kaya kuah soto, padahal gw suka bgt kuah bakso yg sebenarnya...bening & gurih... :(((
Karena gw dari dulu emang demen bakso, maka untuk menyiasati bakso yang ga enak...tambah sambal deh sepedas-pedasnya...
Hasilnya...
Lumayan pedeeees....;)


Ini bakso Akoeng di bandung, komplit dengan ceker & wantan (gw lupa wantan di indo dipanggil apa ya..?)hihi...malu gw lupa bahasa sendiri...


Ini bakso Letoy, bakso langganan gw yg selalu lewat depan rumah waktu masih kecil di Tasik & ternyata sampe sekarang masih ada dan masih enaaak bgt...~_O"


Ini bakso yang ada di food courtnya Jogja Dept store Tasik, gw lupa ini bakso Laksana ato bukan...tapi bakso ini emang mantep banget...mak nyooos...:D


Dan ini bakso yang ada di dalam dufan kayanya...gw lupa lagi...

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Dan bakso yang baru kemaren gw makan...i didn't take a pic...abisnya...pemandangannya aja ga menggiurkan...rasanya juga sama....
Aduuuuh...jadi pengen bakso yang bener2 bakso deh...

Gw kangen

Dapet PM di YM dari temen deket gw di bandung, 'Ndah...
Dia mo curhat2-an...tiba2 inet lagi bego lagi...sebeeel...
Gw telp aja dia...walo cuman 11 menit pake supersaver hotlink...
...
Gw kangen rasa kaya gini lagi...
Gw kangen curhat-curhatan lagi...
Gw kangen ngobrol bhs. Indo campur Sunda lagi...
Gw kangen punya temen deket kaya dia lagi...
Gw kangen...
Gw kangen...
dan Gw kangen...
...
Realize that...begitu berartinya punya seorang teman sejati...
Karena...
4 tahun berlalu dan gw gak nemu temen sejati pengganti teman2 sejati di Indo...
4 tahun berlalu dan gw hanya bisa curhat ma blog-blog gw...
4 tahun berlalu dan hanya ada aku, diriku & hidupku...(until u came to my life...it's different story)
...
Promise to myself...
I will embrace the memories & take it back to my life again!

Question

Shall we fight bad thing with bad thing again?

Pet Society

Many people addicted with Facebook...but 1 of the reason why I addicted to Facebook too is Pet Society...
In Pet Society, we can create my own Pet, how is he/she look like, color of skin etc...
Beside those things, we can design our house with many things like chairs, beds etc which we can buy it in furniture store, DIY store or Luxury store...our pet have to eat too which the food can find in Food store...& We can buy alot of clothes n shoes n accesorries to make our pet beautiful ^^
Anyway, I addicted with this game...
but Recently...
when I logged in...there's always...
"WE'RE CURRENTLY UNABLE TO ESTABLISH A CONNECTION TO PET SOCIETY"
....
WTF...I hate it! Bcoz I lost my opportunity to earn money to buy "this week only's stuffs"...Aaaaaaaaaaargh...Sebel bgt kalo gini!!!
I dunno why...I couldn't log in at home but I can log in in my office...It's make me, always play while i worked...(I don't want to do that but don't blame me..blame the internet connection in my house :P)

It's my bathroom in my house in pet society ^^

My day

Woke up in the morning...
'N Thank God that I'm still alive 'n I can see the world again.


Smiling on my face...
'N Thanks God again...coz I have someone beside me to dance with.


Ready to face the world...
'N Thanks God coz I have great families, even away from me but the greeting come one by one from them.


I close my eyes...
'N feel sad...in this aged I did nothing for God, I was away from God, I have nothing to be proud of myself to show to God...


God...
Just give me time for me to sit on my knee for U,
give me braveness to fight the bad world,
give me love to love U...

_______________"...Happy B'day to me..."_______________

February 19th, 2009

My sister, Dien gave birth at 11.00 am
I have Niece...Huraaay....
After Rafli, Yarie...finally baby girl again...
I dunno her name yet...coz my sis gave birth just now,
i just get sms from my other sis & my mom...
Really happy...^^
Can't wait to see little baby girl...
....
Wish She give birth 1 day late so will be same date with me...(just my thought)
....



Anyway...
She's my best gift for my B-day...!
Love U already my lil niece!

Lagi2 temen serumah

Lagi, temen serumah gw pinjem 'nail remover' dah lama bgt & ga dikembaliin juga...
akhirnya gw tagih deh...
kondisinya yang dulu masih 2/3 skrg dah jadi 1/3 botol...
perasaan kalo gw minjem barang...rada tauk diri...bukannya gw ga ikhlas tapi saat dia ngembaliin...dia bahkan ga ngembaliin tangan ke tangan tapi nyimpennya di kursi & TANPA terima kasih...aneh ya...kok ada orang yang kaya gini??
...
but thanks to God...soon i will not stay there anymore.

Happy Valentine's day

^^...Happy Valentine's day...^^

I don't need thousand of roses
I don't need romantic candle light dinner
I don't need a bucket of chocolates
I don't need sweet slow dance

Having U in my life...is more than enough...
I don't even want to exchange U with anything

^_^

August Rush

Long holiday...CNY Holiday...
I spent my time with watched a lot of movie...
& Best movie ever was "August Rush"
Nice story even the ending not really touched but..
I love all the music & song (soundtrack) in this movie
specially Jonathan rhys meyers's songs...
Anyway...
I always have crush with the guy on the movie who can sing...
Like when i was secondery school...I was crushed with a guy in 'the height' (TV serial) coz of one song that he sang...(I already forgot what is the title of the song)
...
& Always be my dream...someone sing a song when he want to porpose me with his guitar...hihi...
...
Can i have that dream???
Who knows??!!



PS: I love this pic...wish i can have one for my prewedding pic? :P

hand surgery

again...
my love will get hand surgery...other hand...
...
Recently...the way he talk & what he talk about...kinda scared me...
...
I just surrender to God what will happen tomorrow..
Wish everything will be alright...
Amien.

So tell me now

U don't get it, do U?
...
I cried for NOTHING??
...
Have u consider about my feeling...MY FEELING???
...
How many time u neglected my feeling for something else??
Last time for girls's heart...& NOW for WHAT???
...
If I was (& will) ur 1st priority than others (like U said always)...How come u avoided my feeling??? MY FEELING???
...

Mix vegetable

Malamnya...after made 'Carrot Juice'...


(Original Orange juice without milk & ice)

Trs ga tauk kenapa, lagi pengen oseng sayur gitu...
Jadinya masak lagi deh...

Ingredient:
-Bawang Merah / Onion
-Cabe Merah / Red Hot Chilli Pepper
-Cengek (gw lupa bhs indo-nya apa) / Small Chilli
-Vegetable (ga tau namanya apa tapi it's not gabage/kol/Kubis*)
-Jamur / Mushroom
-Sausage with Black pepper flavor / Sosis



Caranya:
-Bawang ma cabe2an di masukin dulu sampe harum
-Trs masukin sausage, jamur sampe dah mateng...
-Masukin vegetable/sayur...
-Kasih air dikiiiit bgt trs garam & merica...
-Jadi deh...



Cowok gw hanya makan dikit...kepedesan...padahal dikit bgt cabenya...tapi emang dasarnya gw jago pedes & dia anti pedes...hehe...tapi enak...dah lama ga makan mix vegetable kaya gini...

Bukan Rissotto, bukan juga Liwet

Weekend yang ga ada acara...so I have time to cook...
Biasanya cowok gw yang masak kaya gini...dan selalu enak bgt...
Dia sih bilangnya Rice & Beef...tapi kali ini gw mix juga ma mushroom...

Bahan2nya:
-Bawang bombay /Onion
-Bawang daun / Spring onion
-Bawang Putih / Garlic
-Seledri / Celery
-Daging Sapi / Beef
-Jamur / Mushroom



Cara ngebuatnya:
-Biasa bawang2an duluan mpe harum trs daging deh...
-Ampe daging wangi...masukin jamur,kasih air & leave it sampe dagingnya empuk...
-Masukin garam & merica...
-Kan airnya banyakkan tuh...kaya mo nanak nasi di Rice cooker...trs masukin bawang daun ma seledri & masukin nasi juga...kira2 15 menit...jadi deh...
-Siap dihidangkan ^__^



Dan cowok gw bilang...enak...perfect katanya...seneng deh...^__^

shifting again???

I will move again from this house...
Many reason...
1 of them:...I'm not happy staying there with 'itungan' house mates...

I paid half of the house while 2 of them just paid the rest of half & I don't even have space for my own stuffs...

Hope I will find good apartment soon & happy to staying there...
With God help...Insya Allah...I will find it!