Hari-hari ku

Setelah kembali ke tanah air...banyak hal2 yang ga biasa (lagi) di mata gw...

Kaya kemaren mo renew passport...kan bayarnya 270 ribu, dengan waktu 4 hari setelah penanda tanganan...waktu gw tanyain bisa cepet ga?...mereka bilang tentu aja bisa tapi gw dianggap VIP berarti harganya juga beda jadi 700 ribu...(KOK?)...ini peraturan dari atasnya ato apa?...gw hanya mikir...Hari gini...masih ya ada uang pelancar di instansi pemerintah?...gw pikir skrg Indo dah bebas korupsi & suap...secara kan pemerintahan SBY (yg gw baca) dah ada tindakan2 untuk memberantas korupsi & suap...tapi...kok instanti pemerintah masih aja ada yang kaya gitu?

Yang m'gembirakan...sekarang ada BLT (Bantuan Langsung Tunai) untuk orang2 miskin sebesar 200 ribu...that's good...at least pemerintah ada sedikit memberikan bantuannya untuk orang2 yg membutuhkan...Ironisnya...Liat berita di TV...ada diskon besar2an untuk sepatu import kaya sepatu croc yang di KL dulu harga skitar 300 ringgit ato 750 ribu...di diskon jadi hanya 200 ribu perak...
Jadi disaat orang2 miskin antri untuk mendapatkan 200 ribu untuk menambah pemasukan untuk bertahan hidup...orang2 yang mampu antri untuk mendapatkan sepatu harga 200 ribu untuk hal2 yang jauh dari untuk bertahan hidup...
Ternyata jurang antara orang miskin dan orang kaya di negara kita ini memang begitu besar...
Kenapa? Karena Korupsi dan suap masih berkeliaran di negeri tercinta ini...cape deh!

Jadi kapan korupsi & Suap akan berakhir? Cape ngeliat, ngedengernya...& sedih ngeliat begitu banyak kemiskinan di sekeliling kita.

my 1st 3days in Indo

Already 3 days in Indo

1st day...Just stay in My sis Home in Bandung, met family...met my 'cerewet' nephew (Rafli)...my 'fave' nephew (Agfi)...my 'bandel' nephew (Agung)...& my 'looks like me' Niece (Naya)...Happy to met all my adorable 'kurcaci-kurcaci'...& all family.
In the afternoon, I met Cinta & her husband 'Richie'...He's really funny, I like him...but most thankful to God, coz He made my bff happy...That's the best thing...& I saw that he love my bff so much...Thanks God for that...even (may be) soon...I will far away (again) from her coz She will go to UK & stay in London.

2nd day...Went back to my Hometown 'Tasikmalaya'...& ate bakso again...damn really yummy!

3nd day...went to Imigration office for renew my passport then now...right here, chatting, eating Batagor, blogging...^^

Really happy to be here again, around my family...BUT...

Feel empty...watched TV but my mind not there...Played game but still my heart feel numb...
I really missed 'Love' so much...even i heard his voice...but still i wasn't enough...sometime...to much miss him made me breathless...

Hope, God make everything go so well...& we can catch up each other again ^^

PS: I Love U

Cinta

I know her while i was working in Bandung, She was a new marketing in that company in 2003 (?)....
I dunno what make us like what we have today...but She's the best friend ever.
We don't have any common except we both like shopping ;D

A friend doesn't have to say yes for all I did...
And she corrected me when i was go to wrong direction.

When I need someone whom i can lean on...
She give me her shoulder.

When I was happy...
She was more happier than me.

We never count for what we have to share each other...

We share story, share our feeling...share everything except share bf or husband :P

Far away each other, never make our heart far from each other...
She's still my best friend I ever had...

Now, April 13th is her Birthday

Cinta, Happy Birthday
Wish U will full fill your life with your dream ^^

Final Decision

Many things happen in those years...sweet, sour, even bitter...

In Last 2 years, I knew...

• A friend doesn't have to say it with words but I will know it with my heart

• A friend will never betray me...if she did mean she's not my friend

• If God give me a bitter time...my sweetest time will come along

• What I wish for...even I just say it in my heart...God will hear it! So be careful what you wish for because might be come true
  

• I have to thanks a lot to God who give me light in my dark time

• Only God who sent YOU to me, to light up my life

• Money is not the answer for my happiness
  

• The most important thing in my life is my family

• I still have dream...and I want to reach it but I will not reach it if I still stay here

So I decided...I will leave this country in the end of this month ^^

-Sad coz i have to far away from my 'Rib bone'
-Sad coz...somehow, I already here for 4 years
-Happy coz finally I will not far away from my 'Bloodline'
-Happy coz I have a lot of friends there
-Happy coz i can eat bakso everyday again....:D
....wisata kuliner will start it ^^

Sebuah tanya___?

Pertanyaan yang tak pernah terjawab...
Tentang keraguan yang sama???

Apa yang bisa lo liat dan gw ga bisa???
Hati atau mata gw kah yang buta?
Karena gw hanya bisa melihat 'cahaya'
bukan kepulan asap yang menyamarkan pandangan mata

Pernahkah lo tauk,
Jawaban yang Tuhan beri adalah 'DIA'
Jadi...
Dimana letak salahnya???

Jangan beri gw kegundahan yang sama
Beri gw rasa tenang yang nyata
Karena gw butuh lo ada
Hari ini, esok dan selamanya

Meet Up with Ulan ^^

Last weekend...
Ulan, My friend from Indo came to KL...
Seneng banget kalo ada temen dateng dari Indo kesini ^^
Sayangnya kemaren gw ga menjamu mereka dengan semestinya :(
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Waktu itu jam 8.30 pagi, masih laid down on the bed (maklum saturday waktunya bangun lambat^^) dapet sms, trs tiduran lagi bentar...
That's why abis dzuhur baru bisa ketemuan ma Ulan & her sis...
Qtha ketemuan di Petaling Street ato lebih dikenal dgn China Town, tempatnya jual barang2 branded tapi fake...gw ga suka China Town, disamping memang ga ada barang yg bisa di beli (menurut gw sih) , trs...gila padet banget ma orang, mana turis pada dateng kesana, gw pernah liat bule beli Rolex palsu yang dijual dg harga ratusan ringgit...kan gila...kalo gw mending beli jam tangan yg merk guess ato DKNY utk harga segitu mah, ketauan aslinya daripada beli yg mahal untuk Rolex yg palsu krn Rolex yg asli bisa belasan ribuan ringgit...gubrak*
Dan ternyata Ulan ma kakak-nya juga ga suka tempat itu hihi...kaya Melawai ya?

Then dilanjutin ke Pasar Seni ato Central Market...isinya barang2 handicraft gitu...tapi berhubung Indo ma M'sia kan satu rumpun ya...jadi barang2nya rata2 sama ma qtha...^^

Trs karena bingung mo kemana...qtha pergi ke Butterfly farm...but seem like U didn't like it don't U??...Yes, it's not special, but since I was with him...gw jadi into the green things...:P
Sayang qtha ga ke tempat Orchid garden, Deer farm, Bird farm...padahal deketan...dan qtha pun berpisah disana...^^

Tadinya gw mo dateng sendiri, tapi cowok berewokan gw, too much worry about me...dia trs2an bilang, U will be fine, isn't it?......cape deh!
Skip about him!

Setelah dari Butterfly Farm, Ulan & her Sis (katanya) jalan2 sendiri lagi ya?...sama, gw juga mampir dulu ke One U...hanya utk makan di cafe 1920, tempat satu2nya (menurut cowok gw) yang worthy untuk dicicipin...sampe ada makanan favorit dia..."Beef Timballo"...& Kebetulan juga gw nemu kalo 'Poney' lagi diskon abis...ga tahan ada diskon & gw skrg punya ponakan cewek...mampir dulu deh disana walo....bete dikit...abis cowok tersayang itu ga sabaran sama hal2 kaya gitu...jadinya ga konsen shoppingnya...
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Keesokan harinya, gw sebenarnya pengen pergi pagi2...tapi lagi2 terjebak macet di tempat tidur...dan cuaca juga mendukung...jadinya aku hanya sempet ketemuan ma Ulan di KL sentral doang...padahal gw pengen jalan2 juga...dah lama gw ga punya "Girl's Time"...secara skrg gw punya ekor yang terlalu khawatir kalo gw jalan sendiri...n Ulan, Thanks for wedding souvenirnya ^^ dah gw pake tuh ;D...but really nice to meet U & ur Sis ^^

Dan...
Thanks to Ulan too, gw skrg kenal ma Cynthia, asyik banget orangnya, kmrn aja qtha ga tahan ngobrol rame bgt hehe...^^

PS: Have a nice Trip for ur next Trip, Ulan ^^