I found my Junior School's Besties

Finally...

Setelah sekian lama lost contact dengan Junior School Besties, aku m'nemukan mereka kembali di Facebook, hanya 1 yg ga ada tapi aku dapet no telp-nya dia...

We used to called our group as 'AJI' (Assosiasi Jomblo Indonesia) haha...krn sampe qt SMA semua masih pada jomblo...kecuali Leni yg sempet 2 kali ganti haha...bahkan dia satu2nya yg tidak kena dampak dari AJI haha...sementara qtha bertiga (aku, Evi & Ena) sampai kuliah berakhir masih jomblo...& qta m'nyalahkan AJI karena itu haha...

kemudian aku ingat...(flashback)...Ketika qt naek becak berempat & terjatuh di perempatan jalan di depan mesjid agung Tasikmalaya...haha...& saat itu juga ibu-nya ena liat qt sambil komentar:'Anak2 gede kaya gitu masih duduk dibecak berempat, apa ga dikasih duit sama ortu-nya? kasian tukang becaknya'...& ternyata anaknya sendiri salah satu dari anak yg berempat ini...hahaha...

Kangen banget ma mereka, utk cerita2 waktu qt masih kecil, waktu masih belum tauk apa arti cinta cowo & cewe, tapi qt sudah tauk arti persahabatan dan toleransi beragama...walaupun berbeda agama dan etnik tapi tetap satu...kaya Pancasila...perasaan dan hati qt murni, suci, lugu dan jujur...

Inget juga pas qt tukeran kado & kartu pas hari valentine...qt berempat (aq, Evi, Erna & Leni) ditambah Deden ( Dicky Chandra a.k.a wakil bupati garut skrg ), Mpruut (Sonny Susanto) & Andre Rindro...itu pertama kali aq tauk kalo ada hari valentine hahaha...(walo skrg hari itu spt hari biasa untukku)...waktu itu qt kelas 3 SMP...

Inget juga, qt suka makan baso Garasi di pasar mambo...kadang2 aq suka minta duit ma Deden kl kekurangan uang haha...dan dia akan ngajak gw ke gang antara aula & perpus...ngasih duit ke gw disana biar ga ketauan ma yg laen...haha...

banyak banget yg berseliweran di kepala-ku ttg masa2 sekolah dulu...

Hope we will meet each other soon...

February 18th, 2010

Hari ini...

Ketika langit begitu biru

Hari ini...

Ketika matahari begitu hangat

Hari ini...

ketika bunga begitu semerbak

Hari ini...

Ketika Tuhan menjawab do'a-ku

Hari ini...

Ketika ku yakin kau milik-ku

Hari ini...

Ketika ku berjanji untuk selalu disisi-mu

Hari ini...

Ketika kau berjanji untuk selalu menjaga-ku

Hari ini...

Ketika wajah-wajah tersenyum

Hari ini...

Ketika hati kami berbunga

dan Hari ini...

ketika dunia-mu adalah dunia-ku

PS: I love you till the end

:(

I'm sorry if i'm not like what u want to...but I am what i am :(

.....................

satu hari di GI

Sudah 4 bulan berlalu semenjak menginjakan kaki gw di Indonesia tercinta ini...Setelah berkunjung 2 weeks di negara-nya Ahmadinejad, Now...gw terdampar di Jakarta...Baru 2 mingguan gitu deh, tapi tiap minggu pulang ke Bandung...

Kemaren, gw ma dhie-dhie, Inge & Lisa (temen2 kantor baru)...pergi jalan2 ke GI (Grand Indonesia) & PI (Plaza Indonesia)...sebenarnya untuk cari sample yang mungkin detail-nya bisa dijadiin inspirasi & beli majalah...tapi dasar anak2 nakal...qt pun b'rencana utk nonton juga...tapi apa daya...film-nya ga da yg cocok...ada yg cocok waktunya ga cocok huhu....dan qt-pun nyantai dulu di Lounge Blitz megaflex-nya GI...sbenernya mereka pengen had smoke sebentar...gw & dhie-dhie pesen fanta deh...gw tadinya mo ngirit, fanta paling berapa sih....pas giliran mo bayar...tuh abang2 bilang...2 fanta, ya?...jadi 44 rebo...WTF...stelah qt bayar...gw blng ke Inge...Inge nih abisin...fanta 22 rebu hahaha....qt ketawa sampe abis...fanta yg harusnya cuman 5 rebu perak jadi 22 rebu...gila bener >.<

Tapi sebelumnya qt makan Mie Tarik dulu...iih enak juga walo rasa Mie Tarik Kangkung-nya terlalu kemanisan banget...tapi top markotop kok...orang2 aja ampe ngantree...

Setelah itu...ternyata gw bisa naek busway sendiri huhuhu...dhie2 yg ajar gw gimana pergi sampe tempat tujuan gw...nyampe deh gw ke tempat kost dengan selamet sentosa...merdeka!!

my 1st 3days in Indo

Already 3 days in Indo

1st day...Just stay in My sis Home in Bandung, met family...met my 'cerewet' nephew (Rafli)...my 'fave' nephew (Agfi)...my 'bandel' nephew (Agung)...& my 'looks like me' Niece (Naya)...Happy to met all my adorable 'kurcaci-kurcaci'...& all family.
In the afternoon, I met Cinta & her husband 'Richie'...He's really funny, I like him...but most thankful to God, coz He made my bff happy...That's the best thing...& I saw that he love my bff so much...Thanks God for that...even (may be) soon...I will far away (again) from her coz She will go to UK & stay in London.

2nd day...Went back to my Hometown 'Tasikmalaya'...& ate bakso again...damn really yummy!

3nd day...went to Imigration office for renew my passport then now...right here, chatting, eating Batagor, blogging...^^

Really happy to be here again, around my family...BUT...

Feel empty...watched TV but my mind not there...Played game but still my heart feel numb...
I really missed 'Love' so much...even i heard his voice...but still i wasn't enough...sometime...to much miss him made me breathless...

Hope, God make everything go so well...& we can catch up each other again ^^

PS: I Love U

Gw kangen

Dapet PM di YM dari temen deket gw di bandung, 'Ndah...
Dia mo curhat2-an...tiba2 inet lagi bego lagi...sebeeel...
Gw telp aja dia...walo cuman 11 menit pake supersaver hotlink...
...
Gw kangen rasa kaya gini lagi...
Gw kangen curhat-curhatan lagi...
Gw kangen ngobrol bhs. Indo campur Sunda lagi...
Gw kangen punya temen deket kaya dia lagi...
Gw kangen...
Gw kangen...
dan Gw kangen...
...
Realize that...begitu berartinya punya seorang teman sejati...
Karena...
4 tahun berlalu dan gw gak nemu temen sejati pengganti teman2 sejati di Indo...
4 tahun berlalu dan gw hanya bisa curhat ma blog-blog gw...
4 tahun berlalu dan hanya ada aku, diriku & hidupku...(until u came to my life...it's different story)
...
Promise to myself...
I will embrace the memories & take it back to my life again!

My day

Woke up in the morning...
'N Thank God that I'm still alive 'n I can see the world again.


Smiling on my face...
'N Thanks God again...coz I have someone beside me to dance with.


Ready to face the world...
'N Thanks God coz I have great families, even away from me but the greeting come one by one from them.


I close my eyes...
'N feel sad...in this aged I did nothing for God, I was away from God, I have nothing to be proud of myself to show to God...


God...
Just give me time for me to sit on my knee for U,
give me braveness to fight the bad world,
give me love to love U...

_______________"...Happy B'day to me..."_______________

Lagi2 temen serumah

Lagi, temen serumah gw pinjem 'nail remover' dah lama bgt & ga dikembaliin juga...
akhirnya gw tagih deh...
kondisinya yang dulu masih 2/3 skrg dah jadi 1/3 botol...
perasaan kalo gw minjem barang...rada tauk diri...bukannya gw ga ikhlas tapi saat dia ngembaliin...dia bahkan ga ngembaliin tangan ke tangan tapi nyimpennya di kursi & TANPA terima kasih...aneh ya...kok ada orang yang kaya gini??
...
but thanks to God...soon i will not stay there anymore.

Happy Valentine's day

^^...Happy Valentine's day...^^

I don't need thousand of roses
I don't need romantic candle light dinner
I don't need a bucket of chocolates
I don't need sweet slow dance

Having U in my life...is more than enough...
I don't even want to exchange U with anything

^_^

August Rush

Long holiday...CNY Holiday...
I spent my time with watched a lot of movie...
& Best movie ever was "August Rush"
Nice story even the ending not really touched but..
I love all the music & song (soundtrack) in this movie
specially Jonathan rhys meyers's songs...
Anyway...
I always have crush with the guy on the movie who can sing...
Like when i was secondery school...I was crushed with a guy in 'the height' (TV serial) coz of one song that he sang...(I already forgot what is the title of the song)
...
& Always be my dream...someone sing a song when he want to porpose me with his guitar...hihi...
...
Can i have that dream???
Who knows??!!



PS: I love this pic...wish i can have one for my prewedding pic? :P

So tell me now

U don't get it, do U?
...
I cried for NOTHING??
...
Have u consider about my feeling...MY FEELING???
...
How many time u neglected my feeling for something else??
Last time for girls's heart...& NOW for WHAT???
...
If I was (& will) ur 1st priority than others (like U said always)...How come u avoided my feeling??? MY FEELING???
...

Mix vegetable

Malamnya...after made 'Carrot Juice'...


(Original Orange juice without milk & ice)

Trs ga tauk kenapa, lagi pengen oseng sayur gitu...
Jadinya masak lagi deh...

Ingredient:
-Bawang Merah / Onion
-Cabe Merah / Red Hot Chilli Pepper
-Cengek (gw lupa bhs indo-nya apa) / Small Chilli
-Vegetable (ga tau namanya apa tapi it's not gabage/kol/Kubis*)
-Jamur / Mushroom
-Sausage with Black pepper flavor / Sosis



Caranya:
-Bawang ma cabe2an di masukin dulu sampe harum
-Trs masukin sausage, jamur sampe dah mateng...
-Masukin vegetable/sayur...
-Kasih air dikiiiit bgt trs garam & merica...
-Jadi deh...



Cowok gw hanya makan dikit...kepedesan...padahal dikit bgt cabenya...tapi emang dasarnya gw jago pedes & dia anti pedes...hehe...tapi enak...dah lama ga makan mix vegetable kaya gini...

Bukan Rissotto, bukan juga Liwet

Weekend yang ga ada acara...so I have time to cook...
Biasanya cowok gw yang masak kaya gini...dan selalu enak bgt...
Dia sih bilangnya Rice & Beef...tapi kali ini gw mix juga ma mushroom...

Bahan2nya:
-Bawang bombay /Onion
-Bawang daun / Spring onion
-Bawang Putih / Garlic
-Seledri / Celery
-Daging Sapi / Beef
-Jamur / Mushroom



Cara ngebuatnya:
-Biasa bawang2an duluan mpe harum trs daging deh...
-Ampe daging wangi...masukin jamur,kasih air & leave it sampe dagingnya empuk...
-Masukin garam & merica...
-Kan airnya banyakkan tuh...kaya mo nanak nasi di Rice cooker...trs masukin bawang daun ma seledri & masukin nasi juga...kira2 15 menit...jadi deh...
-Siap dihidangkan ^__^



Dan cowok gw bilang...enak...perfect katanya...seneng deh...^__^

shifting again???

I will move again from this house...
Many reason...
1 of them:...I'm not happy staying there with 'itungan' house mates...

I paid half of the house while 2 of them just paid the rest of half & I don't even have space for my own stuffs...

Hope I will find good apartment soon & happy to staying there...
With God help...Insya Allah...I will find it!

I've lost u already?

He said that...
"I'm not with him anymore & my heart wasn't here, wasn't with him."

May be he was right, may be not.
Just...I can't describe this feeling...
Feel like...I've lost U already.

He asked me," Am I the right one for U?"
I answered him "I dunno."

My answer now is still I dunno...
I never had this feeling for anyone,
He's just like the answer from Allah for my prayers,
It's the 1st time I've feel safe beside someone,
I never really want to live with someone ever, but I always put U in my 'future' dreams,
but
yesterday He said,"I'll make ur laptop alright before I leave!"
BEFORE I LEAVE...!!!
Bang!!!
He shot me with that word...
I've cried...deeply...
not because my new laptop or coz I missed my home BUT coz of his word.
Realize or not...sometimes...He never put me in his 'future' plan.

Then he said loudly to me,:
"I will never marry anyone, anyone...until I marry U or till U say U don't want to marry me, I promise it to U, Is it enough for U?"

It's enough for me...more than enough...more than enough...
but
why I still have feel that I've lost u already?

I'm getting old

He has taken my 'nude' face...Gosh!
I'm getting old...

Then i saw my face in the mirror
Urgh...
I'm getting old...

The day after tomorrow will be 2009
God!
I'm getting old...

In the next 2 months will be my birthday
So...
I'm getting old...

I have no future planning
(gubrak!) but...
I'm getting old...

I have no money, no place to live
I'm getting old...

I have no faith (that much) to God
I'm getting old...

I have NOTHING
but still...
I'M GETTING OLD...!