Dun treat me so well...

Akhirnya gw merasa bener2 nyaman disamping seseorang...
Dia begitu sempurna...
Dun talk 'bout fisik coz...
fisik dia betul2 sempurna di mata gw...
Bentuk muka yg bener2 cowok, walopun ditutupin dg jenggotnya yg super panjang...sampe temen gw blng dia kaya teroris...huahahaha...tp akhirnya dia rela dipotong pendekan atas permintaan gw, padahal waktu nyokap dia nyuruh...ga dihiraukan...
Mata yg cantik dan dalam...bulu mata yg lentik tp ga panjang...cukup untuk ukuran cowok...
Bulu alis yg hitam dan tebal...
Hidung yg tinggi walo ujungnya dikit agak panjang...tapi tetep sempurna untuk gw...
Bibir yg sesuai bgt untuk bentuk wajahnya...& juga enak bgt huahaha...
Tinggi badan yg tinggi walo gak setinggi my previous bf tp potongan badan dia betul2 cantik dan sempurna dimata gw...apalagi kalo lg pake boxer pant...dan yg terpenting...gw jatuh cinta ma tato di lengan atas dia yg menjulur mpe ke punggung...betul2 tato yg sempurna...

Sebelumnya...gw selalu ngeharepin cowok gw treat me like what i want...
Dan for God shake...
Dia membuat mimpi2 gw jadi nyata...cara2 dia memperlakukan gw begitu sempurna...
Dia membuat gw tersanjung...membuat kekurangan gw mjadi kelebihan dimata dia...
Dan ga ada seorangpun yg memperlakukan gw sebaik dia...
Tapi Tuhan tauk...gw tauk...dan dia tauk...
Dia ga akan berada disisi gw selamanya...

If he treat me so well...I dunno what will happen with me if he's not here anymore... So plz...Dun treat me so well...!!!

it's empty

I dunno what happen with me...
I just feel empty...
I have someone to talk to & to share with...but
still...
it's empty...

It is what it is...

Mr.Nice guy know now...that Rain is me...
i told him just want he know that he hurt me for what he did...
Last week he called me to asked me to stay & said...he is just for me...
after he disappear for long time...

I was melting again...but...U did the same mistake...
I really dunno u now...or I never know u even...

Juventus vs Inter Milan

after all...finally I watched Juventus match with other big club like inter milan...
Been 3 years never watch Juventus or football like lastnite...except world cup ofcourse...
When i saw the players of Juventus...
Gosh...mostly i dunno them...but Thanks God...Buffon & Ale' still there...

The matched goes so hard for Juventus coz...Inter Milan have many many gud players...
Like Luis Figo, I always like the way he played...
Inter Milan have very gud defender like Walter samuel, He was the best defender in the very first time he came to Lega Calcio & I guess still now...with his partner in Roma b4, Chivu...made InterMilan very strong...But I hate Zlatan Ibrahimovic, He was juventus player...I never like him even when he played for juventus...for me He is just "the yudas".
I know, Zambrotta & Cannavaro left Juventus also but they played for other compatition not Lega Calcio...!!
In the first round, Inter made score with Julio Cruz...Legratoglie....where r u??? Huh!!! He couldn't stop him & Buffon couldn't save it...I saw...Buffon as keeper also as center back coz center back of juve is useless...Buffon saved many time...Oh yes...He's still best Keeper ever...& He's always my saviour!!! ;)
Second round, Raneiri changed Ale' with Camonaresi (I like the way he tied his hair ;))...& Changed Nedved with Iaquinto...& they made score...iaquinto passing ball to camonaresi who made score for juventus...Huraaay....
Even the last scored is 1-1 but at least Juventus still have spirit of winner like Juventus before...fight till the end...

PS: Beware for Buffon...dun go to other club like zlatan...or U will be "the biggest yudas for me"...!!!

I know now...

Everything so clear....
God show me...how exactly is Mr.Nice guy!!!

I know now...
He don't want me anymore...
So...
Why i have to stick with him any longer??!!
Juz...hope will erase him in my heart so soon..!!!

everything so unwell

Everything was alright...
till U asked about sex...
it's normal but i dun expect it from u...

I juz want...some1 will love me coz who I am...
Not bcoz he expected to have sex with me...

Now...everything so unwell...
I leave u for a while...
no sms i send to u juz want to know what u will do...
U did nothing...
So i'm sorry if now...
I have doubt for U...!!!

Whats goin' on between us

What's going on between us?

It just like i covet to be with him...
but when i realize...
He's not around anymore...
He promise will come back here...
but he have to build his future first...

I said 'I miss u...'
He said 'do u have any doubt in that? Surely I miss u, swear I miss u...'

I said "I'm thinking of u..."
He said " U r always on my mind..."

I said "I think I love u"
U said "we will talk about it"

I said "I'm give up..."
He said "Do not forget me..."

When I'm silent....
He called me & said..."r u angry to me? Pls don't angry to me..."

Tell me...
whats going on between us?
Do we have something?
But how can we make it through...
if u r thousands miles from here...

its for U... Mr.Nice guy

I Wanna Be Yours I wanna be your vacuum cleaner Breathing in your dust, I wanna be your Ford Cortina I will never rust, If you like your coffee hot Let me be your coffee pot, You call the shots, I wanna be yours. I wanna be your raincoat For those frequent rainy days, I wanna be your dreamboat When you want to sail away, Let me be your teddy bear Take me with you anywhere, I don't care I wanna be yours. I wanna be your electric meter I will not run out, I wanna be the electric heater You'll get cold without, I wanna be your setting lotion Hold your hair in deep devotion, Deep as the deep Atlantic ocean that's how deep is my devotion