Have to hook?? or off the hook??

I sent a message to him a week ago...not by sms...coz i was really afraid about what he would say for reply...!!!
I said that i dun want to burdening him about what i feel...
I'm afraid about rejected, I can't stand it anymore if I get reject again...
So I will close something what i jus open it...

Day by day...I've been waiting for his reply...
Just now...I open it...
He said..."dont say sorry coz im happy to having U"
& he juz butter me up with his words...

Slightly...tears fallin' on my cheek...
I dunno...have to hook or off the hook???
coz....
I still have frighten...!!!

Tell me...am i really in luv??

When I thought...(finally) I'm fallin' in luv again...
Someone in my very past...came to my life...
unexpected...but it's real
& I'm so exciting for that...
We never met for 15 years...till now...
wow...!!!...speechless...2 show how i feel...
But I'm confuse now....
What i feel inside....???
I miss my 'luv' but why I was so excited about my 'past'...
am I really in luv???

I'm lost

He called me...so early morning while I slept...(may be coz different time between he & me)...
Still surprised me coz i thought he's not interesting to me at all...
But now...dunno why...
I'm so lost...!!!
Confuse about what i feel...
Confuse about what he feel...
Curious about what i want...
Curious about what he want...

PS: Hope he will coming back here soon...!!! I'm really missing him like i never missed someone before.

I'm in luv & crushed

I thought i'd never fall in luv again...
till...
I can't stop to thinking about him...even...he's my 1st thought when i woke up.
I couldn't eat well b4 i got news from him...couldn't sleep as well...
obviously that i'm in luv with him...
I was so surprise about this feeling...coz
I thought i'd never fall in luv (again)
but...
I juz know that...
He's not in luv with me in return...
so...
I'm in luv & crushed in the same time...!!!